Rambling My Thoughts

I felt a heavy presence last night...It wasn't bad; it was really good, but it brought a seriousness that hasn't been felt in such a long time. This is a new season which brings new change and new obstacles. Something is about to blow...something good. But let's look before the big bang...there will be a lot of pain and struggles. We've went through a lot of them already through the summer which i find interesting cuz we went through James and Philippians: JOY IN SUFFERINGS!

Now it's at a weird stage...the feeling of strange peace before the big climax. Before entering the nursing building, i felt a big tug in my heart. Throughout the end of the summer to now, i felt a difference in the air at FSU. Something's different. Maybe it's because it's my last year here, but i doubt that's the reason.

We prayed at the usual prayer meeting before E.N.C.M. at 7-7:30. I haven't prayed the way i did in a long time..He put words in my mouth and the main focus seemed to be "Intercede for the lost just as I intercede for you to My Father."

And i looked around at the people around me and i thought, "It's time to step it up." We, as leaders and His disciples, have the responsibility to listen to the convictions of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit will teach us what we need to fix to be better and closer to God, but if we were to not listen to those convictions and do something about them we would be sinning.

How many convictions have been brought to your attention and you still have yet to change them? Let me tell you, we will be judged for not listening to the Holy Spirit. I don't know about you, but I have been at fault with this..I have also been at fault for not caring about the lost to intercede for them. I am being vulnerable here because vulnerability is where we find humility. Without humility, we cannot have an open heart..and without an open heart, we cannot obtain the revelation from God of who Jesus really is.

Jesus intercedes for us. Our job is to follow Christ's example and be as He is in all areas. If he intercedes, we must intercede. Who do we intercede for? This is easy: who are the ones we are meant to reach out to? The Lost.